2 reasons turn to 3. Then to 4. Then out of nowhere it turns to 20, then it goes on and on. I don’t regret anything, because i wasn’t the one to leave. It happened, i’m not gonna say im 100% satisfied about the decisions that were made, and im not gonna lie or make it seem that im completely happy, im just saying its sad. Its said that you never realize what you had until you lose it, but i did know what i had. The thing was that i realized that i was losing it at the same time. Lately i’ve been trying so hard to keep it to myself and just live a life that i would like to have, and i did that. But today hit me. And i keep wanting to tell myself that im still running through your mind, but i’ve come to the realization that i’m not. I’m just another guy. Again, i keep wanting to tell myself that im special and i made an impact in your life, but none of that is pulling through. I think of myself as nothing to you anymore. You probably don’t care, and i would love to say that i dont either and just not think about it, but life doesnt work like that for me. You’ll end up reading this probably from someone here but i cant take it anymore. Why hold something in when the best thing is to let it all out? Judge me all you want, hate me all you want, don’t say another word to me ever if you want, but this is me speaking out. I see no reason for you to hate me anyways, but go ahead because you know what? I tried, and i tried hard. I’ve changed from the little shy guy i was in 7th grade to the gentlemen that i am now. And i request the highest of fives just for that. Like i always end my rants:

Farewell